Back from Aussie! I've got a lot of stuff to write, a lot of things to say. But now I forgotten liao, haha. You know why? Cause I'm watching TV while posting.

Erm, Carol, if you're reading this (I doubt it though) THANKS A LOT FOR GIVING US THE MOST MEMORABLE AUSSIE TRIP EVER!!! Erm, I mean for now. Who knows? Maybe we'll go to Aussie again and you'll give us a more memorable trip.

And I appreaciate the friends we made in Aussie: Jimmy, Wei Leng, Jose, Adam, Justin, Anthony...Haha. And Carlos, if he counts. Mostly Jimmy, Wei Leng and Jose though. You guys are seriously fun...I really miss you guys. Haha.

Random stuff: Chocolate pancakes are YUMMY!!!

Aiks. I obviously can't think properly. The TV's very alluring. Haha. Anyways...Although I've missed my band friends, especially my form, my section and my JTMs (who rock on always :D)...

I'm back!! 10:27 PM

You're still amusing, still manage to make me laugh. But now you're different. Ever since you got the complex lens, especially lately, I don't know you anymore.

This is what happened to you:
Perasan-ness increased
Caring-ness decreased
Zat-people-ness increased

Who are you and what have you done with that best friend of mine?

(Yeah I do realize I'm talking in circles. Ah well. So as long as the person I'm talking about gets it, it's enough. Till next time.) 10:37 PM

This post is dedicated to a guy, a guy who has been by my side during my worst times, a guy who's my teacher, my rival, my source of confidence, my best friend, my partner and most of all, my brother. THANK YOU GERALD!!!

I realize that he has been really nice to me. He's always helped me, taught me all I knew about playing the flute and piccolo, taught me a whole lot about music, opened my eyes to new perspectives, advised me on a lot of stuff, gave me utmost confidence, made me laugh, trusted me and always ready to lend me a willing ear.

No words can do justice to the help, care, friendship, confidence and brotherly love that you have given me since I joined band. Seriously Gerald...you rock! All that you have done for me is greatly appreciated.

I feel like I'm owing you...but I don't know how to pay you back. But I know that if you need something, I will try my best to give it to you. You mean a lot to me, bro. I would be very sad if you leave me, but that day has to come sooner or later. I truly appreciate the times we spend together. I hope the feeling is mutual.

Till next time, from your loving sister 11:11 PM

My God. The weather is so freakin' hot man. HAHA! No, I'm not talking about some guy. Hot guys are rare around these areas. Most hot guys are only found behind screens. And those type are un-touchable.

Ok, I did not write this post to talk about hot guys. I just noticed that a friend of mine has updated her blog so I decided to do the same too. Haha. The weather is so hot man. I take a long time to sleep at night because it's hot. And I cannot study either. No mood. It's really too hot.

PANAS LAR. SOMEONE DO SOMETHING ABOUT THAT HOT HOT WEATHER.

Sad case. Stupid update. I'm typing this crap while watching Spongebob. This is boring. T.T

Till next time. 7:07 PM

Indeed, time is the best medicine for any internal bleedings. (Not literally, though). Finally, I think it's about a month now since that emo thing happened to me. Well. Finally I can smile again. Finally I'm healed. And finally I'm able to forgive her.

Here I wanna thank my friends. Seriously, if you guys weren't there for me, I would have collapsed like, real badly. Here I'm thanking Shu-Li, Woon Khai, Suz, Wen Di, Sook Wei, Kim Yap...Especially Woon Khai. Seriously, THANK YOU DADDY!!! Thank you for being there and being crazy when I need you. Thank you for saving me from myself.

And to two someones, I'm glad you guys are back by my side again. :)

Exam is boring me out~~~ =.=

Till next time~! 11:37 PM

Yes, I am very well aware that I have not updated for a LONG time. I have been busy for that much time. I'm still busy, but I think I better just leave a (hopefully) short note here before I go on with my life.

Many many things happened to me within this period of silence. I have changed...naturally. I have faced failures, criticism, hurt, and sleepless nights. Crap, I know I said I'm trying to make an un-emo blog exist, but apparently it's not easy.

Well. There's one thing I want to highlight. I don't know why but recently many of the things/people I cared about, who made me so happy before, start to make me hurt and sad. Especially one person. That person meant the world to me. And now, all is gone. The hurt has begun.

Ok, this is not meant to be an emo post. One more thing has begun: My reign of JTM. JTMs, if you guys are reading this...WE SHALL ROCK ON!! Haha...

And although the stress has begun as well, you all know that I enjoy being busy. So I deal. And then exam period is beginning too.

Things are beginning all the time. Therefore, maybe you haven't noticed, I have left "it has begun" as my MSN display name for quite some time. It always applies.

For example, right now, I'm beginning a new life. Yes, I cut my hair for this purpose. For fun is another reason la. XP What lead to this rather bad haircut? (my hair doesn't listen to me at all =.=) I will simplify the answer to this: Her.

Well, my long period of silence is about to begin as well. I probably won't blog anymore unless I have time. I probably will after I graduate but that will have to wait. So. To my blogs' readers. Thank you for reading. See you in a while~~

P.S. By the way, prefects' annual dinner ROCKED. It's fun being the model for lucky draw. Let's do it again! XP
P.S.. It's real fun playing alto sax (although I don't know how to). Haha. I played it in my primary school. Jing Hui says I look very yeng. Do you agree?



Till next time, people. :) 10:52 PM

Scratch that. It's just begun.

^^ 10:38 PM